So much information has suddenly come to light for me in the last two days pertaining to my experience. My Venus experience has been more so on my mind, and present with me, than it has been in a while. I mean, more real, as it never is far from my mind. Here are the series of dreams which have lead me to where I am now:
December 15th, 1:56 AM
December 21st, Winter Solstice
I don't believe I have ever recorded the following dream anywhere before. I may have. I can't remember. It happened only a day or two after the Venus conjuration - July 15th, 2016. I remember it like yesterday. I just didn't understand it. I feel that "knowing" today - that the meaning is being opened to me. Here's the dream:
This is likely to sound very schizo, but through a string of synchronicities today I was lead to The Coptic Invocation PGM IV 1-25. So, a bit of history, the Greek Magical Papyri was discovered in the 1820s in some tombs in Thebes, by some villagers. They were bought by Giovanni Anastasi. The Anastasi collection was sold in 1828 to a number of libraries throughout Europe, including the Rijksmuseum in Leiden, the Bibliothèque Nationale in Paris and the British Museum. Since then, many additional discoveries have been made. There are now about 230 extant magical papyri. Now... The Great Paris Magical Papyrus (P. Bibl. Nat. Suppl. Gr. 574; PGM IV) has had the most attention. PGM IV is a papyrus codex containing 36 leaves written on both sides with a total of 3,274 lines - the longest found to date. Do you see why this is significant to me? I'm just slow and stupid. It wasn't an apartment building from my dream. I can't say absolutely that it was this, but given what I've learned and what this picture looks like, I think it was the National Library of France:
What's really important is this: Does PGM IV 1-25 have any connection to my conjuration of the spirits of Venus? The answer is absolutely. Two of the synchronicities that lead me in this direction was stumbling on this, twice today:
It's going to take me a while to put my thoughts to words pertaining to this. The text describes something that happened within my experience. And that is where things will get really interesting. I don't know if the blog or podcast has purveyed exactly how my experience has totally changed my perceptions. Over a long period of time. Over extended contact. I wonder how many more there are like me. I have so many questions. I believe this essay reveals the reason my dead uncle was part of my experience.